Tuesday, January 03, 2006 @3:19 AM
For the past two weeks i have been partying like crazy gosh.After the show i feel so free,I do not have to rush for dance get my neccesities,wrk.Nothing,totally free.Went to malaysia with alison madness i tell u.Came did more shopping for christmas but this year's shopping was quick quick quick.I didnt even have time to wrap.haha.
But this 2 weeks i have spent time at a dear friends place(douglas's).Many things happened i got kicked out of th house.Why?Cause my dad found out i was schooling at Lasalle.He was so mad cause nobody told him i was enrolled to get a dance diploma he tot i was getting a business diploma.I know his worries,how is she going to earn? what can she do after with a dance diploma? U noe what i'm not sure too at least i know tat i still want to do this.Do I?I was really sick and tired after doing the show?Didnt feel like dancing it was was too tiring i just want to rest.Now ,i cant wait for school to start.
Thanks to douglas i had a place to spend.I was like living a dream i felt like me and alison had our place haha at times only?however it was emotionally exhilarating,haa.Hes nice but wrong.everything happened like a dream, a de ja vour.And it all ended when i woke up this morning.I will detach myself from guys i know its hard.Cause which girl in the world doesn't want to find a guy she can depend on when she falls.But i will ,This year i will try to be a better and more responsible person for my own dreams.If a person wants to be really passionate for something she has to give up love cause my heart has only enough space to fit my dreams.I could fit a guy but it would be squeezy...I may not be a very hardworking person.But i noe i'm determined i can do it.This year will be even more difficult then 2005.2005 was physically and emotionally exasperating alr.
Things i would try to acheive:
1. Top the class in ballet exam (i;m only 2,3 marks below i can do this if i concentrate)
@.Try to attain lionel Scholarship
3. If i fail to attain scholarship i would try to attain a place in a contemp company
4.If all else fails i would cont taking up other classes
etc,etc,etc..............
OH today i packed my whole room biggest acheivement ever its fucking empty.Bad news i'm only 1/4 done after packing for 2 whole days how sad :(..But i will do it !! woo hoo!!
Good luck everyone else!