Sunday, April 16, 2006 @12:31 AM
Its finally gonna be the end of my first year.But sadly i hvn't been doing very well.Im just very "suay" i guess .Like just bidge into ur life whenever u dun need extras.I have potential but unable to use it.Sometimes i wonder whether i should be dancing cuz my brain is failing me.i dunnoe y.I keep getting blurrer.I feel like giving up something tells me to change course.But being me i stick to things as if i owe them sumthing.I dunnoe.Dun think i'm meant to dancemI think i have reached my limit.
Miss Ravenna Tucker Ex-principle dancer of RAD.Although i seem like i dun really like her but her advices have brought me thru life.Psycho bitch who scolds ppl in random order,her randomness is unmatchable.Shes 60 plus and yet shes still dances like a pro and at this age she is still being hired to the states to teach ballet i'm impressed wonder whther i'll still be employable at that age.I'll miss her like crazy.