Wednesday, May 24, 2006 @2:19 AM
I have a chance to perform in a ballet performance at the end of this year but i'm on scholarship!...I dun dare to ask lionel...i'm afraid he'll say no..and burst my dreams i held and fought for so many years.Finally i get the attention and recgonition i might not be able to do it!.I'm afraid if he says no i'm not sure if i can hold back my tears.i've been waiting for this chance for nearly 12 years.If i miss it i have to wait for a few more years would i still be there.i'll be 22 i want to do it when i'm still young.But i dun want to give up on my scholarship where i put in so much sweat,effort blood into the whole programme and i'm actually thinking of giving it up for that 1 day of glam,for the 12years of dream.Cryz.....