Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @11:23 PM
OMg Hsien Fa Lao Shi is giving me a lot of unnecessary stress that i do not want to manage.LOL or maybe i'm givng myself unnecessary stress. First it was " Adeline your the only one wearing a tiara, you better look good" 2. " Your the only one wearing Tutu you better look good" 3. " what fifth position is that!" 4. " You have such a nice body you better dance well". Really sometimes just thinking of it freaks me out. I want to win something, I have to win something. How can I get my body to work with my brain!. I think of the legs I forget the arms, i think of my arms I forget my legs. I really wonder if there is a brain training exam. My gosh ! and I hate it when he says your so stupid, or "your just slow. I'm not STUPID!!! Okay! but I still enjoy learning under him. He makes it challenging and painful but he is always very encouraging. Same with Swee Boon and Sylvia. I must make it!. I must win something!!