BIG Phenomenon
OMG i think i would hv a club phobia after this. This girl from my CCA , had her club crashed onto her head. At first i thought was just a little bump but later she started to bleed profusely.
I was like no......i didnt know what to do.Being the oldest there everyone was like asking me then i was still dumbfounded but in the end i called the ambulance.THE FUCKING LINE WAS ENGAGED.how the hell a emergency line can be engaged wat idiots right...I hope alicia is ok though she has chinese o's on monday.Ar!!! so scared ar.....help!!
ps: wish me luck
Raver Bear
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Issit really such a cold world beyond the walls of my friends and home.Even ppl in sch is so freaking selfish and inconsiderate,i'm totally embarrassed to be in that class i rather be in 5/1 then at least they still have a heart and tot abt others i really hope they participate in the netball carnival i mean its the least u can do for ur sch.Guess wat...they are even intending to skip grad nite i was like what the hell obviously i wouldnt go myself duh but its grad nite whats wrg with this ppl.They are so selfish that they wld not lay hands in any thing to help if it doesnt benefit this ppl.My friend said "oh u think out in the working world anyone wld help u.NO! u help urself'i was like thinking who wants to help a girl like u i wouldnt as i know it woldunt help anyway.GOD! help this pple this people going out into the world like tat are alr born failures!
Everyone is like not going out with me blah i noe its for my own gd but i know my limits better then them .Quite frustrated but oh well i shall perservere and prove them i was right.I did study what.I cannot stand ppl who nags at u when they do not see what u hv done and does not accept ur reason to relax.I dunnoequite irritated by this ppl what is this world coming too where is that thing called love.I dun mean couple couple love but relationships with ppl.Sometimes i just feel this ppl are so ungrateful just because u did something bad to u once they forget all the numerous gd things they did for u.i believe tat no matter how bad the person is there must be some gd it is
To:my shameful classmates excpt for a few
I've been studying and studying...i did not want to think of unhappy thoughts or jump to conclusions.I wish i had short term memory like drew berrymore so i wld forget the past.even if i remembered it it wouldnt hurt me so much.
Anyway i promised myself to write only happy things in this journal.i do not want to flip back and remember the sad stuff i want to remember happy things...hvnt done much just met a new guy but worried hes like joanne i just simply hate insecurities.Nth is official.I think when we settle dwn or some sort i wld bring him to show my friends.But i cant get thru my psycological barrier his 7 years older then me i'm alws like i'll nv go with a guy who is older than me more then4 years and now see what happs.Actually i'm not even sure whether i really like him and my lung infection might recur.i really do not want to drag anyone dwn i mean after i tried so hard to get rid of russ now.Then after him was raoul finally got thru my thots and find out hes a betrayaln now come **** haha shall not reveal yet.
Actually this diesease is a blessings i disguise.At least now i noe what i'm looking for and that the break up was all good though i noe how badly i still can't stand him and miss him i wldn't do it,unless i really see a change i might consider.And whereas if i didnt had this diesease i wld hv just headed for raoul that son of a bitch i saw him with a girl on the sofa making out bastard!well , at least i went all out to do what i want but hey guess what i met someone...but i dunnoe whether its like or false attachment but hes so sweet tat day it was pouring like mad and i was all drenched then when i went there he got me a new set of clothes they did not match very wellbut yar so sweet