Thursday, June 24, 2004 @10:01 PM
Haha bet most of u are excited.I'm not.I just hate thinking i hv to go face those heartless insincere ppl.their so full of crp sia.Besides them i hv to face pressure.
I seriously dunnoe where i am heading now.I hv lost my sense of direction n tat will to do well.Izzit my mentallity,Or something,I just feel like giving up.Seriously i really wonder how does those hardworking ppl keep it up.
THE worst thing is my art!I dunnoe what to do and i hv no time to go se mr tan.HEs so gonna kill me.I really want to get things done but theres just so many distractions *excuses excuses*
Ps:what shall i do ?
Tuesday, June 22, 2004 @10:47 PM
Yar i just bot a whole lots of goldfishes * oh no ade's up to it again* yes i am.Its my dad's fault.Then my mum itchy fingers go buy 2 kois and put together.Nvm.Then my dad PMS sia just becuz i put 2 kois into his ponds of goldfishes he wanted to turn the hse upside dwn made a hell lot of noise.HE threatened to throw the fish pack his bag n leave if i dun get that 2 fish out of his little precious pond what a ass rite.Its just 2 kois right,cant he just pity them and give them a home.Now the 2 kois are so stressed living in that small tank of mine they refuse to eat or swim.So poor thing right.
Wat a ass pple can be in order to achieve near perfection.
Sunday, June 20, 2004 @12:33 AM
This few days i went salsa pubbing like mad.Luckily i hv kind eugene to fetch me home if not i hv to spend bombs on taxi.Thanks dude!!!Out of nowhere i suddenly hv this friends who salsa n mahjong so now i got plenty of kaki..lol their really nice ,fun,humourous ppl.
I stayed ov at chars place we both were trying to do up our blog it was such a tideous processcutting and pasting the photos,and making it blend into the background.You know that stupid photoshop.Cutting out the image is brain stressing.
i hv nth much to say.i just feel damn empty now
dunnoe wat i am doing no direction nth to look 4wrd too
haiz
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 @12:36 AM
ar y am i so crazy ov this guy.He's not cute he's short and i know nth abt his personality and the biggest obstacleis that hes 29 ,30 or even 31...shit right even if i like him what are the chances a guy this old wld like me right.I think hes intrested in Faye though.
This is like going back to age 11 to 14 where me n my friends were still going thru the stage of crushes and gossiping abt the guy.Treating this guys like things we only see once in a blue moon,some rare gift given by God.Does guys or gals really need each other to live.without man ,women wld be happier but with a man is when womens life gets its excitement.Man w/o women the whole world wld be a mess men wld hv starved and worked to death and population wld probaly shrink due to their weak SY sperms but with women they get stressed they get worries w/o us they problay be doing "it" to themselves everyday lol.
What is happiness.Why does god have to make things so complicated and beautiful that every human wants to get a taste of it.why couldnt he just give us satisfaction and peace and exclude love w/o love.
Wld ppl be happier?