Thursday, July 29, 2004 @9:25 PM
Haiz everything is like going so fast.I havent rest and grab a breathe.Rushed art dateline,eng oral chin results coming out soon! prelims are being pushed like 1 week forward becuz that stupid seow has to go mark papers!SPASTIC!
I have no confidence abt my marks So much things is happening i like trying to pushed everything to be done in a week or sumthing.I didnt even finish studying my han zi lor.REGRET REGRETS what is wrg with me i noe i wld regret but i just keep doing it.
Friday, July 23, 2004 @11:05 PM
HAhahahahahahaha....
During :
tryouts : oh gosh i'm so nervous i dun want to leave the judges bad impression .OmG my eyes protruded my jaws drop! That idiotic girl has the same music as me byotch! Guess wat at the end of the day i realised that my standard is not as far as i tot i was!
1st Official competition day: Yar most of the team did most of them got into the final actually all but 1 haha!
2nd day of competition : Gosh the stupid pple in charge didnt tell b' div grp that they were in the finals.Panic ran amok! Rushed for make-up ,hair and parents send them home to get their leotards wat assholes right.BIAS!!!!.finally it was my turn Ball i did well didnt drop anything but onli got 6.7
Clubs dropped like mad but i got 7.5 haha
Overall :
C" div
3rd for overall individual's champion
A few Thirds for hoop ball clubs
3 2nd for erica (optional) for events and overall champion
2nd for grp event
WOOHOO!!!
B'div
2nd for clubs
3rd for ME!!! (adeline) (clubs) woohoo!!!!!!!!!
ps: If u didnt notice i won third woo hoo!!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004 @11:42 PM
Yikes! after all that tideous training once friday is over my training wld be useless all my efforts are not useable anymore.I WILL MISS GYM!!! bawl....
I was looking at my "enemies" today .they were not as gd as i expected them to be.Guess what i think i still stand a chance oh well except for Rgs nvm i just want to break my record score of 8.5 sumthing and i'll be pretty happy!
Monday, July 19, 2004 @1:00 AM
LOOK AT THAT MY EX-FLINGS ARE TAGGING MY BOARD BUT MY BEST FRIENDS ARENT!WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?I BET THEY DUN EVEN READ IT!I"M HURT!
Friday, July 16, 2004 @11:42 PM
Its that abv thru.Abit except for the neat part that is totally not true.
I'm still busy as usual so are my friends.I think i'll nv get used to be hving free time.Just cannot sit still.HAHA.Competition is 2wks frm now.Although is my 5th comp (last yet no one is coming to support me..Ahem) i'm still pretty nervous.Maybe cuz i'm trying something new.Competing with pple way abv my standards btw pple my standard is scary i want to leave with sumthing but i can't .Seriously is not tat i hv no confidence but i cant do much within 5 days i may be improving every training according to my coach but she alws say i can nv beat anyone there all i can do is grab a gd mark for the team and let the sch win.
Everything is going so fast ,i hardly hv time to catch a breath.First i had chinese listening compre i screwed it up a bit then goes my oral screwed it too .Guess what results are coming at the end of this month the later in august is prelims 2 wks intense revision then 2 wks break then its o's,I hv no time to study make notes and worst my stupid art dateline i really want to get rid of it but now i hv to put my gym first then art then study study.Sound so hectic eh.
Wish: I wish i cld go for a holiday with my friends *hint*
Ade- Stuggling with life
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| D | Devious |
| E | Eccentric |
| L | Lovable |
| I | Inspirational |
| N | Nice |
| E | Enjoyable |
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| W | Wired |
| E | Enjoyable |
| I | Intense |
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| I | Innocent |
| N | Neat |
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Sunday, July 11, 2004 @11:54 PM
Yeah...i'm actually excited to start sch.Everytime i come home i'm like 'today is so fun' but i end up not entering journal cuz i'm so bloody busy with everything.Stuff like MRS CHU:"remember girls STIG-MA is the female part of the plant.NOw repeat after me,'STIG-MA'"
CLASS:"STIGMA"(giggle,giggle)
MRS CHU:"GOOD!, Now remember the female part is the stigma Stivk to de ma ma"
I:WAT THE HELL (lol)
One other things i drag is deadlines!I hate them!Counting frm today i hv 66 days left only!omg I just realised 10 days has passed frm when mr tan told me abt the dateline so fast..I really want to get it done n over...i dunnoe whether i'm giving myself excuses but gym is taking up too much of my time i train evryday till night then i reach home.Slump on the bed told myself take some rest then do my work.In the end i end up not doing wat i want to do.i'm so tired everyday i can't even lift my forks n spoons.Worst of all i hv INSOMIA!! i cant slp!
so i made use of this sleepless times to do my work then nxt mornig in sch i keep knocking off.And i realise what a perfectionist i can be just one stack of work i can take up the whole night.Crap right .
I think that day when i was toking to maureen i think god send her to me to kill my heart knowing the cold truth might hurt but at least i can face tat jerk coldly no feelings and heartlessly.I'm still feeling cheated.
During this weeks ME class they were toking abt "attentive".In my mind i was like oh gosh another boring lesson abt y we shld pay attention i n class blah blah blah.Guess wat?! i was wrg.She actually told us abt this article of this couple who just got married for the sake of marrying then after their getting a divore and there was a phrase which goes something like "opposite of love is not hate,yet it is indifference"
this couple just suddenly just felt like they cannot take each other they just didnt care anymore.
Haha irony or no irony.Life is scary things cld change ov one night love life death family.
typing in the middle of night with my dog on my lap signsing off