Sunday, July 11, 2004 @11:54 PM
Yeah...i'm actually excited to start sch.Everytime i come home i'm like 'today is so fun' but i end up not entering journal cuz i'm so bloody busy with everything.Stuff like MRS CHU:"remember girls STIG-MA is the female part of the plant.NOw repeat after me,'STIG-MA'"
CLASS:"STIGMA"(giggle,giggle)
MRS CHU:"GOOD!, Now remember the female part is the stigma Stivk to de ma ma"
I:WAT THE HELL (lol)
One other things i drag is deadlines!I hate them!Counting frm today i hv 66 days left only!omg I just realised 10 days has passed frm when mr tan told me abt the dateline so fast..I really want to get it done n over...i dunnoe whether i'm giving myself excuses but gym is taking up too much of my time i train evryday till night then i reach home.Slump on the bed told myself take some rest then do my work.In the end i end up not doing wat i want to do.i'm so tired everyday i can't even lift my forks n spoons.Worst of all i hv INSOMIA!! i cant slp!
so i made use of this sleepless times to do my work then nxt mornig in sch i keep knocking off.And i realise what a perfectionist i can be just one stack of work i can take up the whole night.Crap right .
I think that day when i was toking to maureen i think god send her to me to kill my heart knowing the cold truth might hurt but at least i can face tat jerk coldly no feelings and heartlessly.I'm still feeling cheated.
During this weeks ME class they were toking abt "attentive".In my mind i was like oh gosh another boring lesson abt y we shld pay attention i n class blah blah blah.Guess wat?! i was wrg.She actually told us abt this article of this couple who just got married for the sake of marrying then after their getting a divore and there was a phrase which goes something like "opposite of love is not hate,yet it is indifference"
this couple just suddenly just felt like they cannot take each other they just didnt care anymore.
Haha irony or no irony.Life is scary things cld change ov one night love life death family.
typing in the middle of night with my dog on my lap signsing off