Tuesday, January 25, 2005 @1:02 AM
Yeah its 2005 and nearly reaching a month i decide to do my first blog of the year! hehe
I've been so bz and overwhelm in the begining of the year! went to watch a midnight movie kung fu hustle (ok) then started work it sucks like its BORING! then as usual dance dance dance.
The starting of the year hv been great.I hv new friends new dreams n new hopes in life oso night mares...lol (results).I luv my dance friends.Know them for a short period of time but they know me betta then friends i hv known for years.For once in my life i actually feel tat someone understands me noes wat i want breathe the same air living in the same world.Old friends dun need me new friends want me.Sad but i'm happy.now i dun hv to wait till their free to watch a movie i hv new friends who are willing to spend time with me, they enjoy wat i luv best (dance) unlike my other friends whom i dun speak the same language with.I feel our gap just gotten to far i talk less when i'm with them,i feel less happier ard them,i can't catch up with their lives anymore its just too difficult,too tiring to try to be the same.Being with them its difficult to breathe,to difficult to see i'm just too different.