My gosh today Mr. Grover Dale shared about his 61 years as a dancer.He's a 70 year old man a great dancer,with dark silver prada shoes wears a cowboy hat and a sheriff's belt with black slacks weird huh but his really cool.I have been dancing everyday like how ppl need to go toilet.I'm just going through the routine of life.I knew something was missing besides my str haha.But my teachers alws said i was choppy but i didn't know why,soul-less but i have put in my best effort but i found my flaw.I'm afraid to dance afraid to express.I have lost the fire.Why?Comments by teachers sometimes insults embarassment.Afraid of what ppl think i am.
I was the first group that went abt expressing my feelings through my move create an eye contact and looking up helps.But i was afraid.I'm afraid i forget my steps,i'm afraid thought i was too over,i'm afraid i collide into ppl.Cause i was standing right smack in the centre.Heart flutters ,panick flows.But at the end of the day ,I learnt that.ITs that 1 moment u catch the person's attention that he remembers,IF u never tried u'll nv know its wrong,If u nv done it u'll never know wat ppl's reaction is omg thats gross,stupid dumb whatever.From now on i'll be myself.i'll try.Take chances make mistakes!!!!!!!!!!
My gosh its not real my spine is getting worse.first i went ---straight---then slant.now it feels like a bracket like this " ( "god save me rain money down from heavens i have so much thing to pay for so many things i need to survive pls i pray that i will get thru this.
Ravenna tucker,Aged 50+,Principle dancer of The Royal Ballet,Analtic professionalism,Bimbotic kind of bitchy.My ballet teacher with anger management a bit psycho.Forever scolding me de most in class,Reasons for being scolded :nothing,4got the excercise and wrg posture.She praised me LOL.Everybody got a shocked too.Meng says i must prove her wrg.I will.And i will prove Lionel ,Alicia jaime,Andy ,Dapheny ,Alison....That i'm putting in 100% ok i'm not playing a fool just going thru a phrase ok.Stop shoving ur analtic prefessionalism (is there such a phrase?)into my face cause one day i waill climb above ur puny brains and step and squish it to revenge the amount of saliva u guys spat across my face.Die u all,Die! or u'll be condemmend 4 eva!I will Show u i was just going through a phrase and i'll never give u guys a chance to scold me ever.ARGH!!!!!!
P.S :is a motivational speech
I have new edition to my pets galore.2 spotted mices black white n grey.Named laos and argentina.Laos is the one with a grey patch on its face and argentina has a white face.Their so cute!!!!!!!!!
Came home and transferred them to a nice cute cage.They scurried and explored.
Haha class ended early today.Stayed in the studio n rolled around.Then dancer alice says i need to practice my solo.So i digged out my CDs played secret Garden-Promise.The last time i danced solo to it sam and les nearly cried they said it was touching...haha i was shocked cuz i was just dancing with my heart nearly coming out from my throat.Anyway,Alice is doing solo and she dances with so much emotional i think i sniffed.She's my twin by the way.Haha.Met a twin in primary ,secondary and college.I'm still the oldest by 6 hrs?....Not very sure...haha.
Well it all started with alice.We sat down and chit de chat.Then change the songs on my CD and then we tried to improvise.Lol.Hilarious.A chin-a kung fu song came out *ophelie burnt it and i nv actually listened to it b4*.Then the 4 of us alice,ming hooi,and denise my look a like stood in a circle and did kung fu lol.I did snake fist ,crane fist and monkey fist alice is really good at that.She looks real.Haha.Then a Bullfighting song came and zack randomly appears and suggsted we marched to this song.Obviously the only one who knows how to march is officer Zack Lol but Ming was calling out commands in malay.And i just blindly followed haha the mismatched steps and timing and ppl turing the wrg side was so funny.We had a ball of a time laughing at ourselves.I was so involved i forgot to snap a photo.So sad i wish i did so u guys will know how funny we were.*what dancers do when their bored*They dance randomly LOL.
The 4 crazy quartets Da Da -Ming Hooi
Zhong da-Me
Zhong Xiao-Alice (born on the same day mah)
Xiao Xiao -Denise
Omg my brain is doing it again i keep brain farting.Ar!!!!!!Going to die.I need to just stop thinking of rubbish keep going in one direction dun hesitate just jump.Dun have to get it just need to show u can do it.Lionel is bias!Doesn;t mean i have more dance experience and more background n being in lasalle means i shld be better.Cause i had a horrible ballet teacher.Cuz china ppl dun care if ur injured.I was young i didn't know cant help it if i have so many bad habits trying to change but i can't not in a reflex action go to hell lionel...i will prove u wrg!!Oh and ravenna n jaime.U all will die in shame of ur unneccessary,ridiculous and stupid comments
P.s : I'm just psyching myself to feel more motivated i'm not angry