Under a tall,cold building in toa Payoh.Beneth the HDB hub theres actually a museum!Haha .We were making fun of the stautes and equipment .Haha.
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Went to see Mr yap in school today regarding my sister's startling results.So freaking scar i swear!.THe school looks foreign .Teachers were schocked to see me.Especially shanti i wonder why she hardly ever taught me but she remembers me hmm......and she rambled something like "is that your sister?She cannot collect ypur report book for you.You have to come tomorrow",My sis Diao and went "fuck you".

Mr Yap gave me that "i know its your fault look" for my sisters absentism.Its really not my fault k.Shes really ill.But looking at the way my sis rebutted mr yap tells me how much more stubborn she is then me ,in other words everything she does has excuses!I asked her if she needed me to tutor her but she says no i can handle it so i guess i just have to trust her.What better way to learn then to learn it the hard way .Everyone in my family is stubborn.Its genetic.Hell of scary moments today

Oh guess what my ungly painting is being hung right at the central staircase.How nice i really didn't like it.My humans looks like aliens.But i realise the background was great haha.

I have failed my Fy exams but losing karen in my life feels worse.I blame myself for being rash,for being demanding and ungrateful.I have never slept in peace since i knew i made a rash decision.

I shldn't have blamed you for not understanding me when i hvn't been allowing you to be in my life.I shldn't have scolded you on your blog when your actions were out of concern for me.I blame myself for not understanding the person you are.

That day at nick's gig at Zombie.I wanted to run up to you and gave you a hug ,intoduce you to my friend.I couldn't,I couldn't even open my mouth and say i'm sorry,Cause i was ashamed,I deserve your grudge against me i dare not ask for forgiveness.I wanted to stand on the dance floor so we could enjoy the performance.

I just want to let you know how important you were in my life.Without you i might not be where i am ,Cause i'll never learn to stand up for myself,get the courage to pursue my dreams if i didn't know that you and char will be behind me if i fall.

I wished i could be there for you but life changes ,people too ,to survive.But unlike my exam i can retake but losing you is like losing a part of my life and memories and not able to retrieve it back.I pray to god that you'll see this entry.I dare not ask for you to forgive or understand but i wish tat you'll know.

When i met char the other day,I was in joy cause i hvn't met my friends in months.However the look on her face i saw anger.Frustrated cuz this friend of hers had not been around.Maybe i'm being sensative,she did look tired.I just want to let you guys know i really missed you guys ai really want to be there when you need me.However due to the path of life i chose i'm unable to,I no longer have the freedom the live a free life wiothout fulfiiling my commitments.SORRY............

I have a chance to perform in a ballet performance at the end of this year but i'm on scholarship!...I dun dare to ask lionel...i'm afraid he'll say no..and burst my dreams i held and fought for so many years.Finally i get the attention and recgonition i might not be able to do it!.I'm afraid if he says no i'm not sure if i can hold back my tears.i've been waiting for this chance for nearly 12 years.If i miss it i have to wait for a few more years would i still be there.i'll be 22 i want to do it when i'm still young.But i dun want to give up on my scholarship where i put in so much sweat,effort blood into the whole programme and i'm actually thinking of giving it up for that 1 day of glam,for the 12years of dream.Cryz.....

Haha today Ms Oh was not free to teach.THus Jenna Tan her assistant ,my ex-classmate,taught me ballet today.Feels so odd being thought by a person thats the same age as u and scolding u for ur errors.Feels really wrg haha.I really admired her talent.I wished she is a performer and not a teacher .I love her style.Well a teacher Cert will let u make more money then a diploma cert in Lasalle.Wish her luck and she has Miss Oh Marvellous teaching technique!LOVE HER COURAGE

Adeline
Lasalle College of the Arts
Finished my BA(Hons) in Performing Arts
Currently Slacking for the month of May
Full Blast Work in June
Rehearsal for Tari and trip to Tari in July
AUditioning for SDT in late July

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