Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @11:23 PM
OMg Hsien Fa Lao Shi is giving me a lot of unnecessary stress that i do not want to manage.LOL or maybe i'm givng myself unnecessary stress. First it was " Adeline your the only one wearing a tiara, you better look good" 2. " Your the only one wearing Tutu you better look good" 3. " what fifth position is that!" 4. " You have such a nice body you better dance well". Really sometimes just thinking of it freaks me out. I want to win something, I have to win something. How can I get my body to work with my brain!. I think of the legs I forget the arms, i think of my arms I forget my legs. I really wonder if there is a brain training exam. My gosh ! and I hate it when he says your so stupid, or "your just slow. I'm not STUPID!!! Okay! but I still enjoy learning under him. He makes it challenging and painful but he is always very encouraging. Same with Swee Boon and Sylvia. I must make it!. I must win something!!
@11:11 PM
Woo Hoo!! 2nd entry of the year!!
I'm back from Macau Dance Festival. I have met many potentially good dancers. Although this time i never manged to watch a awesomely fantastic dance work but at least I know what is roughly happening in different parts of the world. Sometimes as Singporean dancers we always think that oh Singapore sucks. The dancers in Singapore has no talent except for rare people. LOL! But after going Macau I realise actually were not lagging so much behind the dance developement and evolution. Haha! Plus sometimes, I feel we always think that caucasians dance better, they have better skill and blah blah blah...but I guess not. They also have bad, mediaorce and good dancers. Exactly same as Singapore. So Singaporeans can dance. I can dance, I can make it oversaeas if I give myself more confidence. LOL!
Definitly Macau was a worthy experience. I made new good friends, new enemies and also new perspective. I learn how to manage the stage, bad stages, my body better. The best experience i had in Macau was shopping!! I went mad, bought so many new clothes. But I guess it is also due to my busy work schedule I have no time put into shopping and relaxing. Thus, when i went there it was like letting a caged dog out of its cage. LOL! Not forgeting the painstaking rehearsals that Swee Boon and sylvia gave us. Both of them are great teachers, I learnt so much from them. But definitely still a long road towards mastering the skill....hehe :)