Sunday, May 31, 2009 @10:58 PM
Greatness can be a rather shallow term, in contradiction to achieve greatness you cannot be shallow.
Some people are meant to do great things
Some people meet opportunities to become great but they turn it away
Some people Is killing themselve to become great.
SO what is it about being great that people fight over for? Is having great wealth, great fame, great popularity necessarily a good thing?........
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @12:59 AM
Yeah Yeah Yeah!! I made it into anna karenina!Woo Hoo! I get to dance on the big stage. Not really dancing but yeah! Tmr or later...I get to gawk at all the amazing dancers that are coming.
Actually I could tell there were too many female although we were less in numbers. As usual they needed more guys. Initially there were not enough guys to cast for the show. So the ballet master changed it to female roles. Suddenly a bunch of males appeared. So some of the girls were opt out. There were the roles of the country girl taken by Tina. Two ladies at the prom taken by two caucasians. Plus for servants me and another 3. Thus, when the guys came in the servant roles went back to the guys. I thought ok thats it, oh well actually i was hoping i wouldn't get it so I would not have to cancel class at the studio. He said he still needed one more servant and he has only kept me. I was like ??? LOL. I'm not exactly a big build person so I'm wondering how I am going to fit in the costume. There was another girl that was taller then me. Haha maybe I loo closest to a guy!! Whatever la at least I got a role! I'm so excited! I can't wait to gawk at the dancers tomorrow!!
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @1:47 PM
Yeah Jennifer from NAC called me today. I AM SHORTLISTED FOR ANNA KARENINA! YEAH! I can go audition. I hope i make it haha! even if I am just a tree at least it will look good in my resume. I wonder what audition would be like....I can't wait to see all these good dancers woohoo! After that I will audition for SDT I'm just being a coward! I'm Scared! Okay now i'm going to send in my resume and see how...*cross my fingers*
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @2:27 AM
I am not going to imagine what happened on the dance floor all the explicit description given to me by densie and dada was enough to make my mind run wild. I feel *****. Whatever I have no memory of it at all. I'm sorry dada and xiao xiao for all the trouble. I didn't know i was so troublesome!! I didn't even remember i drank vodka cranberry.
Getting drunk feels rather scary...I woke up the next day and realise I could not even remember a thing. At all, I had vague images of myself falling in front of Double O' but thats it! I can't remember anything! It was even scarier hearing the details my god! it was like i was possesed by something. Actually to think back I suddenly blackout in my head the last image I remembered was drinking tequilla at the bar...
Lesson learnt... make sure ur guy friends are with you trustworty people that can hold me bacl.LOL. Secondly, Do not, DO NOT EVER EVER DRINK ON AN EMPTY STOMACH! the rumor is true! Lastly, don't go home! Go sleep over at your friends place!
Monday, May 11, 2009 @2:13 AM
It has been 1 week since I have officially graduate. What am I doing? Nothing! LOL. It is a choice not a situation. I am feeling that I have committing my time so much to dance that I never had time to slow down. I do not know what I missed but I lost many things along the way. Some I still can return to some I lost it forever.
Hence, my reason to be wasting my time! I went clubbing with Alison, Sam, Kayson, My sis and her gf. Alison, Sam and Kayson on two nights! woo hoo! THe following day I went to play pool. My weekends I spent at SOTA having rehearsals with T.H.E. I had fun. Most importantly I am doing things I had to give up to dance.Oh and I went back to church today. The ambience felt weird, maybe it is also because I am an extremely concious person, and super sensetive but whatever its just not right anymore.
Things I want to do within the month of may"
1) I want to go to the Zoo!
2) Watch a movie
3) Holiday
4) Massage
5) Go to the science park
6) Get back to religion
Gambeteh and have fun!!!
Sunday, May 03, 2009 @4:24 AM
I have been awaiting for this day, but when this day reached I do not know what I should do tomorrow. Although, I know that tomorrow I have Swee boon's class, but I am lost in what I should then do from here. I had a great grad show, people offered me a lot of teaching jobs which I do not crave. I want to audition for SDT but i have no guts. I need to build courage to step into that room. I am also with T.H.E youth company, should i stick to it or audition SDT. MY ballet is not great, my facilities are not fantastic. So at the moment I am feeling a sense of lost. I should just go enjoy my next new phrase in life, scary but that's life.
1) I need to go to the cinema to watch a movie, I haven't watch one since I do not know when
2) I want to go sun tanning
3) I want to cut my hair
4) I want to go back to church which i also have no courage to do
5) I want to go for a break
6) I need my social life back (LOL)
I am just going to take it a step at a time. DOn't worry I do have plans I give myself until after Tari