Sunday, May 03, 2009 @4:24 AM
I have been awaiting for this day, but when this day reached I do not know what I should do tomorrow. Although, I know that tomorrow I have Swee boon's class, but I am lost in what I should then do from here. I had a great grad show, people offered me a lot of teaching jobs which I do not crave. I want to audition for SDT but i have no guts. I need to build courage to step into that room. I am also with T.H.E youth company, should i stick to it or audition SDT. MY ballet is not great, my facilities are not fantastic. So at the moment I am feeling a sense of lost. I should just go enjoy my next new phrase in life, scary but that's life.
1) I need to go to the cinema to watch a movie, I haven't watch one since I do not know when
2) I want to go sun tanning
3) I want to cut my hair
4) I want to go back to church which i also have no courage to do
5) I want to go for a break
6) I need my social life back (LOL)
I am just going to take it a step at a time. DOn't worry I do have plans I give myself until after Tari