Monday, November 30, 2009 @12:36 PM
I really hope its not me. I cross my fingers pray to god that that person she is talking about is not me. I really do not know what i did. Why are u suddenly repelling me. WHy are you not talking to me. Scream! tell me what your thinking. Resolve it now. Stop talking about me behind my back because i can hear everything. SCREAM at me straight in my face, at least that way I know you want to resolve things. Not saying it just means you do not ever want to be related and it is making me feel like an outcast. I hate you for making my life miserable! I hate myself for being not likeable..........
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @11:33 PM
I really hate myself. I feel like i do not even know how to be a nice person. I cannot even be honest with my friends. I have so many things in life to hide. I keep wanting people not to hate me, not wanting to offend people i end up doing it. I really hate living. My life is so constipated. I hated living since my nightmare started at 10. I'm such an insecure person. Nowadays I am going to talk less, say less and comment less. I know you people hate me, you don't need to pretend because I am feeling it.