Thursday, November 19, 2009 @11:33 PM
I really hate myself. I feel like i do not even know how to be a nice person. I cannot even be honest with my friends. I have so many things in life to hide. I keep wanting people not to hate me, not wanting to offend people i end up doing it. I really hate living. My life is so constipated. I hated living since my nightmare started at 10. I'm such an insecure person. Nowadays I am going to talk less, say less and comment less. I know you people hate me, you don't need to pretend because I am feeling it.